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Well, I am actually celebrating with my family tomorrow, so I haven't really had the full Christmas experience yet. So, late for you, early for me. I'd like to thank everybody who commented/noted me in response to my last journal. I'll be sure to reply individually once I have the time (probably later tomorrow). Here's to a better 2013.

that I made many secrets that I have not kept. If I were to be completely honest, the last two years have been kind of a blur for me. Only recently have I been able to feel any sort of happiness, and any time beforehand feels like a dream. I was in a bad place from late 2010 and early 2012, ultimately leading to two (obviously) failed suicide attempts. I honestly can't remember how much I shared with you all, but my life was pretty screwed up for quite a while. Still is, actually, though I've kind of accepted it. I wanted to do something grand. I wanted to write something amazing, for all of you to enjoy, but I could never summon up the mot